I'M BACK...KIND OF!!

OK, so I am kind of back...my posts will be few and far between for now. They will become more as time goes on and my life starts to settle down. I thought I would start by talking to you today about a couple of things that have been posed as questions in my emails from a few of you and/or things that I have discussed in private with some of you that did not make to my blog. Most importantly why I started my blog and changes I plan to make to it as I enter this new phase of my life....and why I left it all.


I will start with the blog was supposed to be a bet/dare!!! Some of my really good friends bet me I couldn't post X number of my Sexcapades by a specified date. I had rules...I couldn't use names, share personal information about me, they could pull or make me edit posts, etc.... Anyway, if I lost I would have to do something really stupid and embarrassing.....if I won, they ALL would have to do something really stupid and embarrassing.... long story short we have to call it a wash (I will explain at the end...have some patience)!!!

So this answers a few of the questions about why I don't put anything personal in my writings. Do you know how hard it is to pull people and locations out of a situation? I didn't until this project!! I have always changed the names but never left the out....but I did good...the issue is I felt like I was taking me out of it too.

Which leads me to the nothing personal about me...well I was aloud one ramble because I told them I was losing my readers but that was it and even then I don't think you got a clear picture of me. I think in order to know and/or connect with a writer you need to get glimpses of who they are all the time not just a blurb when they feel like it.

I was asked if all of my writings are true...and yes they are!!! I am a very open gal...I love sex!!! I think about it more than most men! I have my toy boxes! My play mates! I love men and women and if I can have them together all the better! I know I talk and think like a guy...lol...that is because I have always been one of the guys!!! I like having fun, flirting, playing, having sex, etc.... I have always said if who I am does not please you...feel free to find the nearest exit....life is too short to be with someone that makes you unhappy!! I am a free spirit!!

That being said...I have had to have a tame side for the sake of family...but don't we all lead a double life in some ways?!?!? Some of that is coming back into the light...I'm happy about that!! All of my family knows about my wild side and has no issue with that...my Ex hid it from his good little religious family!!! It's not like they know details!!!

So moving on, there have been a lot of big changes in my life........ I got a divorce, lost a child (still dealing with that and always will even though it was expected), moving half way across the country to go back home. I'm trying to reclaim the me I know is still alive inside of me. Not to mention teaching my kid that nothing can keep us down... we are too strong for that!!!

Sorry that I have rambled on and on but I wanted you to now I'm back, Thank you to those of you that sent the emails, etc. after everything happened!! You are a great bunch!!!

PS: The last paragraph is why the bet was off if you didn't figure that out!!! LOL That will not change my sharing!! Might even make it better...NO RULES!!!